I didn’t need to hear anyone else talk about why I was all wrong for Jesse. I did enough of that on my own.
“Rowen didn’t pursue me,” Jesse said, his whole back going rigid. “I pursued her. And we are not ‘hooking up.’ We’re in love.”
“Oh, dear God,” Mom said again, practically cringing. “I am so, so sorry, Rose.”
Yeah, because a guy admitting he loved me was so much worse than one admitting he was just screwing me.
“What for?” Rose asked, resting a hand on Jesse’s arm. It was a gesture of comfort and stand down, I’ve got this. “She challenges him. He challenges her. They love each other. As far as young relationships go, we couldn’t be happier Jesse’s with a girl like Rowen.”
I doubted Mom would look so flabbergasted if she woke up the next day to find zombies stumbling down her driveway. “You’re all right with this?”
“Yes,” Rose replied. “These two have some good kismet. Don’t you think, Kate?”
“They’ve got . . . something,” Mom said, pursing her lips when she rechecked our connected hands.
“Where’s your plus one?” Rose asked, shifting the conversation.
“He’s still in the car on a business call,” Mom replied, rolling her eyes. “Can you believe that when we checked in at the rental center, they didn’t have a luxury option? The best they had was a mid-sized Dodge. I haven’t been in a mid-sized anything since I was in college.” Mom stepped inside and closed the door. Apparently “plus one” would be a while. “I don’t know how you do it out here in the sticks, Rose. I don’t think I could make it a day.”
“I don’t either,” I muttered as we filed into the kitchen.
“I heard that, Rowen,” she said over her shoulder. “Try to do something out-of-character and behave yourself tonight.”
So my answer to my question? It didn’t matter that I’d changed. She hadn’t. Our relationship hadn’t either.
“Out of respect for you, I’m going to try really hard to respect your mom,” Jesse whispered over to me, keeping my hand in his. “But if she keeps saying stuff like that, I’m not going to stay quiet.”
“Jesse—”
“No,” he interrupted, “I don’t care about her. I care about you. Because she’s your mom, I will try to tolerate her, but I won’t let her say those things to a person I love.”
His words, his touch, his presence . . . all of it helped relax me some.
“Where were you five years ago?” I said.
“Right here,” he answered, squeezing my hand. “I was right here.”
A bit more of that relaxation thing trickled into my veins. I could handle one dinner.
“Dinner smells amazing, Rose,” Mom announced as we entered the kitchen.
“Thank you. Rowen spent most of the day working on it,” Rose replied.
Mom chuckled and patted Rose’s back on her way to the table. “Getting in the way doesn’t count.”
Jesse was just opening his mouth and I was just getting ready to clamp my hand over it when Neil came through the back door.
“Washed up, cleaned up, and here a minute early,” he announced, plunking his hat on one of the pegs. “No barn detention for me.”
“Well if that isn’t the bastard who moved my best friend out to the middle of nowhere.”
Neil smiled his own version of her fake one. “So happy you were able to join us out here in the middle of nowhere, Kate.”
I caught Rose giving him a Watch it, buddy face.
“After all you and Rose have done for Rowen this summer? Of course I had to pay you all a visit,” Mom replied, sliding into a chair. “Rose swears up and down Rowen’s been a huge help around here, so I had to come see it with my own eyes.”
Neil took his time approaching the table, like he was putting it off for as long as he could. “I’m sorry to say it, but most of my hands don’t work as hard as Rowen does. We’ve been lucky to have her.”
The three girls sat on the opposite end of the table from my mom. Lily and Hyacinth just tried not to make eye contact with the swearing, blunt woman, but Clementine stared at her like Mom was a train wreck she couldn’t look away from.
Jesse led me to the seat next to Lily and he took the one across from my mom. Mom gave Jesse a once over that made me blush from embarrassment and from anger.
My eyes shifted to my perfectly imperfect fruit salad. “Oops,” I said, getting out of my chair. “I forgot the whipped cream.”
I had just pulled the bowl of whipped cream I’d whipped my tail off making earlier out of the fridge when I heard heavy footsteps lumbering into the kitchen. Nice of the boy-toy to make it in time for dinner. As soon as I glanced at Mom’s plus one, I froze. When his eyes slid my way and his mouth turned up into a familiar smile, the bowl slipped from my fingers.
Glass and whipped cream exploded at my feet, but that wasn’t enough to break my frozen stare. Only when Jesse rushed over and blocked my view of the guy still smiling at me could I move and breathe again. Rose tossed Jesse a handful of paper towels.
“I’m so sorry,” I said, inspecting the damage at my feet.
“Don’t worry about it,” Rose said. “Homemade whipped cream is my weak spot. My h*ps are thanking you right now, Rowen.”
I kneeled down beside Jesse. He was busy collecting the glass shards.