We stood that way for a few minutes and then I whispered sadly, "I wish everything back in Vegas was magically fixed and we could just stay here forever."
He sighed. "Yeah, unfortunately it doesn't work that way, Buttercup. It's going to be okay though. Somehow, it is. And we're going to come back up here for Christmas next year and we're going to bring all our friends and family and we're going to celebrate the fact that it's all behind us."
I turned around, facing him now. "Promise?" I whispered, looking into his eyes.
He nodded. "Yeah, I promise," he said, kissing me softly on my lips. "Now make me breakfast, woman."
I pushed him away and then swatted him on his ass. "Move back, Carson Stinger. You're about to experience the best pancakes you've ever eaten."
"Yes, ma'am," he said, chuckling and going back to the coffee maker.
We sat down at the kitchen island to eat and Carson groaned when he took the first bite of my pancakes. "Good God, woman, you know your way around a bowl of batter."
I laughed. "Damn straight. I'm the Christmas morning pancake maker in my house," I said, picking up a piece of bacon and dipping it in syrup.
Carson looked up at me. "You okay not being with them today?" he asked.
I smiled. "I miss them, I need to call them in a little bit here. But there's nowhere I'd rather be than right here with you."
He smiled back but didn't say anything. We finished our breakfast and then brought a second cup of coffee each into the family room. There was a small present sitting under the tree. I raised an eyebrow and looked at Carson. "Seriously, how'd you manage that?" I asked, indicating my head to the gift below the tree.
He grinned. "I picked something up in town when I was buying your boots and coat."
I put my hands on my hips. "Hmmm, very sneaky." I frowned. "I don't have anything for you though. And you got me something. And it's our first Christmas," I said, looking up at him on a small frown.
Carson came over and pulled me to him. "Grace, I don't think you get me very well. You broke off your engagement, changed Christmas plans with your family, ran through an airport, changed a flight, borrowed a car, drove six hours, hiked through snow, and practically got frostbite to be with me. And then when I told you I was involved in activities not exactly looked upon favorably by the legal system, you accepted it without batting an eyelash. You asked what we were going to do when I told you about Josh, and you took the whole situation on without question." His eyes glittered down at me and my mouth fell open slightly.
"Well then," I whispered, "I guess a better question is, is that all you got me?" I tilted my head toward the gift under the tree.
He burst out laughing. "Yeah. I'll try to do better next year." He grinned.
I grinned back.
He let go of me to light a fire in the fireplace as I sat on the couch sipping my coffee. He brought me the small gift and I smiled at him as I tore the paper open.
It was a jewelry store box. I looked up at Carson and he smiled gently at me.
I pulled the top open and inside was a beautiful silver charm bracelet. I picked it up and looked at it closely. "It's beautiful," I whispered.
"Do you have one?" he asked.
"No, I don't have a charm bracelet," I said. "Will you put it on me?" I smiled, holding my wrist out.
"Wait, you didn't look at the charm," he said, turning the bracelet over.
I looked down at the small, silver coin on the other side. I stared at it for a minute, understanding flooding my brain. Tears filled my eyes and I looked up at him. "A shot for a secret," I said.
He nodded. "That's where it all started." He smiled at me and I threw my arms around him, kissing his face–his lips, his cheeks, his eyes, his forehead. "I love it. It's the best present I've ever gotten," I laughed out, through tears.
He laughed and kissed me back. "Good. I'm glad you like it. I can't wait to add to it," he said.
I nodded my head, sniffling as he fastened it around my wrist.
I kissed him one last time and then said, "I should call my family."
"Okay. We'll need to drive into town to get reception. Just pull on some warmer clothes and we'll make the call from my truck."
I nodded, still sniffing. I went back into the bedroom and pulled on my jeans and met Carson by the door as we pulled on our boots and jackets.
A few minutes later, we were driving into town. I took my phone out of my purse and turned it on, seeing that I had reception. I had checked it the couple times we were in town and I had texted my sisters once to let them know I'd made it to Utah. The only message on it now was a return text from Julia and a voicemail from her number too.
Carson pulled into a parking space on the street and turned to me. "Do you want me to take a walk while you make the call?" he asked.
I smiled, but shook my head no. I dialed my dad's number first and took a deep breath, biting my lip as I waited for him to answer.
When I heard his deep bark on the phone, I said softly, "Merry Christmas, Dad," with a smile in my voice.
"Grace?" his voice softened.
"Hi, Dad!" I brightened. "Having a nice morning?" I bit my lip.
"Well, yeah darlin', I am, only I'm kinda missing my oldest girl. Seems she's run off with some man and left her old dad and her sisters high and dry."