Maybe that was the third word. Weakness. When I lifted her into my arms and felt her body pressed tightly against mine—when her soft moans drove me insane, causing my hands to tug her shirt from her body—I realized one thing.
Weakness meant death, especially now.
And it was only a matter of time before they discovered mine… only a matter of time before everyone found out that she wasn’t Chase’s, but mine. Time was of the essence and I only had a limited amount of it.
Desperation, the final word that echoed into my conscience as I urged her to wrap her legs around my waist and promised myself I would protect her at all costs, even if it meant my own life. I’d already lost my heart. Losing my life? I pulled back and looked into her big brown eyes. Hell yeah, it would be worth it.
“Nixon?” Trace’s breath tickled the side of my neck as she leaned in to rest her head against my chest.
“Yeah?”
“Tell me it’s going to be okay.”
Sighing, I kissed her soft cheek. “I’d rather show you…”
A knock sounded at the door. With a curse, I dropped Trace onto the bed and stomped over to the door. Who the hell had the nerve to interrupt me?
I pulled it open. A grinning Chase stood on the other side. My idiot cousin knew better than to barge in when I was alone with Trace and he sure as hell knew I was alone with her. Hadn’t we decided that I needed to have tonight with her? He was going to get her for months! I wanted one night.
“What?” I groaned. “What could you possibly need?”
Chase sidestepped me. “Good question.” He cleared his throat. “I have an answer for that.”
“I’m listening.” I clenched my fist and watched as Trace leaned in toward Chase, her thigh almost touching his. I was going to totally lose my shit if any part of her body touched his. Holy crap, it was going to be a very long fall semester.
I needed a damn sedative. Shit; now I was taking Tex’s advice? Something was very wrong with that picture.
“Mo is totally sneaking in Tex every single night!”
I rolled my eyes. “That was the news? That she’s been sneaking in her boyfriend every night? She’s an adult. She can—” The wheels turned faster in my head. What the hell, that was my twin sister!
“Wait for it,” Chase whispered.
Trace laughed.
“Wait for it some more.”
I cursed, but there was no use. Images of my twin sister with one of the Elect—my friend and business partner—coursed through my head. Was he touching her? Oh God, was she naked? Did they… “I’ll kill him with my bare hands!”
“Ah, there it is.” Chase clapped loudly. “Well done. You controlled your anger a whole second longer than last time.”
“Last time?” Trace asked.
“When he found out you and I—”
I held up my hand. I seriously did NOT need Chase to repeat to me that he and Trace had shared a bed several times when he was assigned to protect her.
Trace frowned. “When we what?”
Chase shook his head. “Nothing.”
“What; you could tell me but you’d have to kill me?”
“No.” Chase chuckled. “I could tell you but then he’d have to kill me.”
“Solid point.” Trace sighed and leaned back on the bed. “So what are you going to do, Nixon? Run into her bedroom guns blazing and shoot at Tex’s feet like Grandpa did to you?”
“Best day ever,” Chase sang.
“Why are you here again?” I asked.
“Mo. Tex. Sweaty, earth-shattering—”
I didn’t let him finish. Instead I ran out of the room in search of Mo and Tex.
Chapter Ten
Chase
I sighed happily and lay back on the bed.
“You dirty little liar!” Trace hit me across the face with a pillow. Smirking, I leaned up on my elbow and winked. “I wasn’t lying! Besides, it’s a huge security issue if we have Tex sneaking in and out all the time. He should probably just stay here, especially now.” Ah, words left unsaid. I moved a bit away from her and licked my lips.
“What’s wrong?” She sighed and scooted closer to me. “You seem upset.”
“Nothing. Just thinking.”
“About what?”
“Oh, you know.” I reached out and played with a bit of the comforter. “Guns, blood, revenge, typical boy stuff.”
“Boy stuff my ass—what’s going on, Chase?”
“Nothing,” I lied and forced a smile. “I’ll let Nixon talk to you about all the gory and fun details. For right now, just be happy. You’re safe.”
“I may be safe, but I still have to go to school tomorrow.”
“Yeah,” I snorted. “And I have to go to that stupid Women’s Rights class. Hell, I should bring my gun. Seriously, those girls get crazy in that class.”
“Admit it; you had fun yesterday.” She pushed my arm. “Admit it now or I’m telling Nixon that you cried during The Notebook.”
“They died holding hands, Trace!” Holy shit! Was the girl seriously going to let that hang over my head forever? At least it made the pain in my heart dissipate, if only for a second.
“Who died?” Mo said from the doorway.
“The old couple,” Trace clarified.
“You killed an elderly couple?” Tex asked as he peeked into the room. The sad part was that he actually looked intrigued.